dimanche 13 janvier 2008

Drunk post.

I may be drunk, but I am still aware of what I do, say or think.

I know that when this person (I don't wanna get anyone involved in this, even though she/he completly is unaware of this post and doesn't even read these lines) lies to me about that, pretends she/he's not when she/he obviously is, it pisses me off. Pretty mad, actually.

I hate these moments when I think I can find the right thing to say in order to make all this crap end, but turns out it never seems to be enough. It is all to be started again the next day, or night I should say.

Anyway, if there's a thing in this world I won't ever forget, this is it. I've lived with it too long, it's embeded in my memory.. as well as in me. I mean, not in me but all around me.

On top of it, as if one wasn't enough, I have two. Nice.

Odd thing is, what I just wrote seams to be easyer to write in english, so now you've got your answer. I don't know if it's the wine writing, but I sure know it's me talking.

Crap.

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© The BearWa|keuse

8 commentaires:

Francis a dit...

You have to detach yourself from it, easier said then done, but it's the only way for you to start feeling better for yourself.

For what my opinion is worth...

The BearWa|keuse a dit...

►►►Francis: No offense, but I don't see how I can detach myself from it. Believe me Ive tried, but eache time if failed. Maybe I failed, and maybe I'm just no strong enough. And by the way, I'm not pittying myself, so I dont have to feel better for myself.

I'm not the one who needs to feel better about herself/himself. Anyway it's a long story which I can't go about further more here.

Thanks anyways ;)

The BearWa|keuse a dit...

c'est c'qu'on appelle ne pas se relire avant de poster. sorry.

Francis a dit...

On a toujours le choix et un moyen, parfois on fait juste pas le voir

The BearWa|keuse a dit...

►►►Francis: Sans vouloir etre désagréable, tu sais pas du tout de quoi je parle, et c'est correct comme ça. Stop.

Anonyme a dit...

je ne comrpends pas trop le but de juste écrire en anglais... On a une si belle langue, pourquoi ne pas l'utiliser??????

The BearWa|keuse a dit...

►►►Anonyme: J'ai déjà répondu à ta question dans le post. Juste au cas, je te réexplique. J'étais incapable de trouver les bons mots en francais pour ce que je voulais dire, mais j'avais besoin de le dire et en anglais ça me satisfesait, javais pas de difficulté à l'écrire. Et puis est-ce que j'écris, je te cite "juste en anglais"? Non, c'était le seul post que j'ai écris en anglais de toute ma vie.

En tous cas, désolée que ça t'offusque si j'ai écris en anglais, mais que veux tu.

Anonyme a dit...

euh a go de quoi y se mêle lui?!

GO SARRR <3
xXxxx